Hello To Those who actually read this blog or just passing through,
Well..once again here i am, to make another post on what has happened this pass few weeks…
End of 2007, my dad’s trueblood brother had passed away, and the sad part was, we didnt manage to say goodbye or seek forgiveness from him, and we didnt get to know him that well either…. [which is kindda weird - bcos ppl always think that if ure not close why should u grieve like someone who is so close with him - thing is.... his our only uncle...and not matter what happen we still care and love him for who he was]
Early January 2008 – still feeling down with the lost of our uncle, took a day off from work to accompany my parents in KB, got scolded lots of times by the relatives…siggghhh…. 2nd week….things are still not good…feeling down somehow…depression alert was rising…3rd week…slowly stress level are decreasing but it is still there…]
To be honest i really missed 2007, bcos tat year…i was enjoying life, i had fun with my frenz…but rite now i honestly feel old…. i lost confident in everything i do… i honestly totally lost it…. my depression in 2005 is slowly coming back to me now… y????y????y????…. oh well.. life is a rollercoast… nothing is predictable… and life need to be a balance… happiness and saddness is a must in everyone’s life… thats wat make us Human….
